(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((deli)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I read what you wrote, and I can relate. And I understand your fears about pdoc...I love T and we DO hug and I always, always have this little part of me wondering if I could manipulate him into anything I want. I understand that fear.

You are NOT a bad person. I like ktgirl's analogy a lot.

And I just wanted you to know I read your post and I care