(((((((((((purplebutterfly)))))))))))))
I care, and I want you to get well again. And I know that there are plenty of people here who feel the same way. I know how awful you feel, I can relate, but remember that no matter where you run to, you're always going to be in your own company, so it's best to face things head on instead and try to work through them. Which I know sounds easier said than done.

I'm sorry people are making fun of you. They are not worth your time or the energy you expend worrying about them.
Please take good care of yourself. And keep posting. I care and I want to know how you're doing.