As you can see, you are not alone....and I am adding to the list.

When I was a very young girl, I "believe" I "may" have been SA...I remember bits and pieces, but I can't tell if it's real or not. I haven't been able to delve into that in T yet.

Then, when I was 14, I was SA by my boss, at knifepoint, in a locked warehouse.

Then, when I was a little older than that, I was pulled into a school bathroom and SA in the stall.

Then, a few months ago, my husband and neighbor....well, let's not go there.

Anyway, you are not alone...and I too struggle with the "how could that have happened to me so many times in so many different ways with so many different people!"......Part of me knows that it's not ME....but then there's another part of me that feels like I could've done something to prevent it. I know I could have prevented the last two situations, had I had the courage to fight back.

You are not alone.