yes, yes, yes on the reminders everywhere
can't seem to get past all that....
nearly everywhere i go there is something or someplace
we have been together, or a conversation pops into mind
or whatever---alot of flashbacks of some bad things
are hitting too....
good and bad all mixed together in the same place.
can't totally "redo" my house---
some things are packed away, but seems like there is more
that has to go.
if the pain from naomi
and the flashbacks from me
would just stop for a little while, i think we can survive this
but right now its a battle of trying to block and numb and distract.
GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!