Id never give my son up for adoption i know that for a fact. I just need a break or a very long holiday. I feel i need to get away for a little while before i go completely insane. Everyday i get crazier and crazier. I know im losing my mind! But ill never get away, if i say i need a break ill get yelled at and made feel completely guilty for wanting time to myself. So ill just sit in my little corner and slowly lose my sanity...