MO,
My reaction might surprise you...ya gotta do what ya gotta do...or not do.
You are being honest about the touch issue, and I think that is very important...the honesty and the recognition that it could make things worse.

So why not step back and think about it later? This accident did help you focus on what you may need to do before any voluntary hospitalization...

MO, I do have concerns about the head trauma, though. It can have lasting effects as I'm sure you know...but those effects can be slow in showing and quite possibly they are chalked up to being unstable. Please watch for anything that you know is unusual for you or anything that intensifies, ok?
I've had three CBIs, and it's now known that even minimal head trauma is just that--a trauma. It can effect so many things...and if you've had more than one? The effects are cumulative.

Darn near spit my legal Coke on the monitor when you said "sleep and relax" and headache after a tree fell on you...
Let me know you are awake and all right?
Those things just don't mix...

Thinking of you,
Catherine