I just found out that a T I saw about 20 years ago died a few years ago. I hadn't thought about her much because I didn't get overly attached to her. She was a psychiatrist who did therapy rather than give meds. She was the only T I saw who was much older than I was, and I thought of her more as a doctor. She's the only one I called by her title and not by her first name.

I feel sad that she died. Of course I wonder how I will ever manage if my current T dies. I would feel like I'd lost a close friend or member of my family. It's hard to get close to someone and know that you could lose them. Do others have these thoughts?