thanks Deli,
somthing just made me feel isolated and alone- like the kid thats left out when everyone else is playing - fed back to my childhood I think and how i felt about myself then and I guess now .....and ping! tears running down my face .... not really crying though - still not quite human lol 
just feeling like I dont belong anywhere - a ship without anchor drifting.... no home port... no crew - no direction - prob just more about losing T and so being easier to trigger.....
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture  )
When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet
Last edited by phoenix7; May 13, 2009 at 03:58 AM.
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