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Originally Posted by Reina-Rena
At the time, I just felt like he would like me better if I made myself up to be a better person than I actually was. I didn't like the 'old' me, I wanted to be a 'new' person...I know now that just because I wanted to be a better person, that it doesn't mean that I should lie about myself.
I do sometimes feel like we will laugh at this in the future... I think where we started going together at such a young age- we had to learn how to 'grow' with one another. We are going to change because we are growing and maturing, right?
Yes, he has forgiven me...The problem is with forgiving myself.
Thank you so much for all your help and advice! I really appreciate it! 
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you are wellcome
I suspect you have a little obsession with being a better person and more mature?. you always mention it. I think that you should let everything be as it is.
Its very sweet and romantic to grow up together. how old are you?