if you had asked me a week ago I would have said no dont want hugs and it would be triggering - I wanted to give my old T a hug when I had my last session and found out he was ill - but could only bring myself to shake his hand
My T - just left -
I was going to ask for a hug onthe last appt as I was so.... dunno ... but she gave me a hug! and it was great and I didnt get triggered - hmmm may just turn into a hug monster! ... probably not!
- would never have happened from either of us if she hadnt been leaving
the child in me wants hugs the adult wont let me
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet