(((((((sorrel))))))) (((((((((Sky))))))))
Thanks. I guess my priority right now is safety, if in fact I am to survive (do I want to?) I guess what I meant was that every time I don't feel like I can handle things I go to bed. There should be something better than that, especially when I hav kids to take care of. (Poor kids) I wanted my T to help me accept the fact that this is how it is, but she won't let me believe it. She still has hope, where she gets it I don't know.
Sorry to be so down, and thanks for supporting me.
HUGS!