 (Everybody) -Thank you for all the kind words.
Your responses made me feel a lot better after I read them over this morning. I had a total nuclear level meltdown yesterday; it was so bad that I even scared myself. I know things will continue to get worse if I don't get treated and as silly as my Benadryl addiction is, I do need help with it. I'm just so tired . . . May 27th -- I think that's when I'm supposed to go to the other T. 
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" I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence. The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth. Please don't tell me that we had that conversation, 'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?
Aahh, the night is calling, and it whispers to me softly, "Come and play". Aahh, I am falling, and if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame.
I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me, but why do I feel this party's over? No pain, inside, you're like perfection, but how do I feel this good sober?" (From the song "Sober", by Pink)
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