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Originally Posted by Sannah
Hmmmmmm, now I can understand why you are really feeling triggered. Is that Ativan working yet?
You are not weak because you can't call your T. We just haven't uncovered what is really holding you back?
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Yes, the Ativan is helping.....thankfully. *sigh*
I don't know what is holding me back. I feel like I'd be a bother to him because it's not on his "paid" time to tend to me....and I'm afraid to show him what I am going through. I feel ashamed to be feeling this way - because the past is over. I shouldn't allow it to hurt me now. I want to be powerful and impactful...not a crybaby who can't handle it.