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Ok, so this story is a little weird...This happend around 2 or 3 years ago and I am really stressing over it now. I have done some pretty stupid things as a child. I remember in middle school I had this close friend (We are not friends anymore due to other personal issues.)Anyway, I am a big vampire fan, and this friend always tried to be like me-so then she started to like vampires as well. So one day (I can't remember if it was a dare to do this or if we were just being stupid kids...) but she had a small cut and I licked her blood! (I know it was gross, but I was immature and stupid and we were playing around! It wasn't alot of blood-it was just a paper cut or some small cut from something else.) I know this girl has been tested for diseases and such because her mother was telling my mother about how they tested her at the doctor. (So I know that this girl doesn't have a disease or an STD or anything.) I have been diagnosed with OCD and I am scared of germs and getting sick. Now when I look back I think things like "Now I probley have some disease thats slowly killing me." or "Now I have this girls blood inside of me and I can't do anything about it!" Can someone please lend a helping hand of advice?
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Dash out, dash out
From your far too sad destiny
You’re not the flower of hell
At such a place
Don’t bloom, don’t bloom
You mustn’t get caught
The pieces of time flutter about ...
-When The Higurashi Cry
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