I feel like I'd be a bother to him because it's not on his "paid" time to tend to me....

Does he allow emailing and calls?

and I'm afraid to show him what I am going through.

Do you know why?

I feel ashamed to be feeling this way - because the past is over. I shouldn't allow it to hurt me now.

Superwoman, huh? Do you have an feelings about this that are opposite of this?

I want to be powerful and impactful...not a crybaby who can't handle it.

Superwoman again......... I have a vulnerable side and I can kick butt too.........