I wish I could give you hug! {{{DocJohn}}} You sound so sweet, so real, so human. I am going through a divorce and times are very hard now in every respect. Now if you were my psych we could talk over everything together. But you know what? You are in a way. We all are around here. We come here for the support, encouragement, and friendship that we need. I wish that I could write more but I have to go now. You seem to be a really nice guy going through a difficult time. Join our club, share a few hugs. Hope your days get better!