I am having a hard time figuring out what my true feelings are and what my illness is. I spent most of the winter in a depression. That is clear to me, but now that I am no longer depressed, I can't tell if I am hypomanic or just in a good mood.

I feel good. I have energy. I have started working out and eating right again. I want to start in on projects but I am afraid that I will abandon them when I get depressed again.

Is it silly to question this? Should I just enjoy, but be aware if anything changes?

Ackkk! What is real anymore?