(((((((((berries)))))))))))))

You do not suck. You are not a sinner, nor are you going to hell. You are a good, kind, caring person who unfortunately has an illness that makes life a lot more difficult than it is for other people. There is nothing wrong with that at all. We all need to take some time out from the world sometimes. When you're ready, you can go back out and do whatever you want. In the meantime, keep reminding yourself that the depression is a good liar, but you shouldn't believe anything it tells you about yourself.

Sending lots of hugs. Take care of yourself.