Sunny,

I think you need to discuss this with T rather than push it into some corner. Somehow that doesn't feel very healthy. Could it be that T trusts you so much and values your relationship that he feels safe trying his new technique with you? Could it also be that he wants to do this new kind of therapy because he wants to be able to help more people faster? (Rather than avoid relationships..)

I'm sorry you are upset but it seems to me that these feelings that have come up are evidence of the need to continue your therapy. You have worked so hard and are not even through with the D yet, so I can't imagine T would be recommending the "end."

You have brought up this "fear of ending" before and you owe yourself some peace of mind.

Sigh. It's so hard.

((((((((((((Sunrise)))))))))))