OOH I gotta reply on this one! Been there, STILL doing that!!!! I already had PTSD before all this with myself, and now I have similar issues because of the TRAUMA of being denied proper medical care because I have psych history!PTSD!! Well, well. As your stupid doctor and knowing you have PTSD I am going to try my HARDEST to trigger all your core schemas of vulnerability, fear and hypervigilance by being a complete insensitive Ba456ard! Ha. (So sorry you have had to go through that too, babe) It's scary and emotionally painful to see doctors now and have to TRY and talk to them! Sometimes I feel like I will never be really diagnosed. I know what the Dx is--It's lupus.I hope you are getting treatment for that. Nasty autoimmune I emailed my regular doc if that's what he thought and he "replied" as yes by our special off-the-record communication method (he opens appointments in the schedule when I look online). He's the best! Good, At least someone is helping you But I even have trouble talking to him enough to get things ON the record. What he knows he found out through email. It freaks me out just to think about going in and talking and being told "nothings wrong" and that I'm just psych. It hurts, it's traumatic, it PISSES ME OFF!!!!I hear you babe. I am with you

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