I dont think i have post partum depression as ive been like this for many years before i had my son. I personally think i may be bipolar but i dont know. I have my first pdoc appointment in just over a week. Hopefully ill be able to sort my life out soon but for now that seems like its completely impossible. Ah how wonderful it would be to get some real me time. At the moment the only me time i get is when i go to the supermarket to get bread and milk and if im gone longer then 10minutes my bf has the shits because i took so long. Pfft whatever! Grr that annoys me!