Hi ((((((((((((((((Pixies))))))))))))))))))

I only have a second, but I just want you to know I SO understand this. Part of me still thinks we can just wish really hard and none of it ever will have happened. I don't get it...like, maybe she feels like she is still there and can make it stop?? I just know that she wants it to be gone, forever, never happened, and really, *I*,big treehouse, feel that way too. It's so painful to not be able to make it just GO AWAY.

Feelings are hard. But I know that feeling my feelings about the one trauma we have processed from beginning to end actually did take its power away.

That was a single event trauma. It's hard to imagine ever getting through the ongoing stuff that happened, but T believes it is possible, and I have to believe T. So, we march on.

I am sorry you are having a hard time...