I've been hurt badly by past employers...told I was too shy, and that I couldn't do my job...I don't really know what is wrong with me...I can't fit in in a work setting...never have...I'm not stupid...I've graduated from college and got into the university of my choice...I just can't work...I've worked at a restaurant, at a home and garden centre,
i just applied and went to a group interview for a clothing store...I think it was way out of my league...everyone there could speak more than one language...and had awesome answers to the questions the managers asked...they've all travelled...and had experience in hair design, make up and fashion...they were revieing about 200 applicants...i gave the best answers I could
I'm very independent...I hate working in groups because no one recognises the work that I put in...I don't think I will ever be able to figure out who I am...I'm tyring to get through school so my parents can retire...they are already in their 60s...taht's why I don't save money to travel or go away...I'm saving it for school....where do I fit in...I feel like work places expect much more than they used to from their employees...I feel so lost and not sure what to do...can someone help me figure out what I want...I am already twenty and still don't know myself...I have no one there to help me...no close family
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"...I still haven't found what I'm looking for..." (U2) 
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