Today I was just happily walking along with my boyfriend, Connor and was about to laugh at something he said when... "ARRRRRGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!" I keeled over in pain. Connor panicked. "Kirst - wha-what's wrong? What the hell is wrong???!!!!" I couldn't even breathe, let alone speak, but once I found my voice, I yelped; "My chest!!! It f-cking KILLS!!!!!"
That's when he marched me straight to the drs and got me an emergency appointment. I was taken in straight away and seen. I told the dr about the pains and the nightmares and lack of sleep etc that I'd been having.

She said the nightmares and lack of sleep were probably due to anxiety and stress. We don't know what the chest pain is yet, she's put me in for an emergency ECG scan tomorrow because she listened to my breathing and could hear it was short and sharp, then my heart and I think she heard something was wrong. I don't know. I'm scared.

What if my last OD has caused this? Connor will find out and he'll go absolutely nuts...

I don't know what to do, I'm panicking, I can't breathe because of the paina dn it's hurting so much