My ego states aren't completely separate from ME. Or at least so I tell myself.I had a challenging session this week. But at one point during my session this week I think my T came face to face with an aggessive aspect. My T asked me something and the energy within dramatically changed. IDK, one minute I am feeling weak and confused, squirming around trying to give my thoughts words and the next I am sitting up straight looking my T dead in the eye and firmly saying, "This is difficult to discuss!" At that, My T met my stare and simple said, "Is it?" Inside I felt like..."Back off bit@h!" But I just held my eye contact and said "Yes it is" and changed the topic.

Reflecting back on this exchange...the topic broached was related to my teen years.I think my inner teen was letting me and maybe my T know that she not interested in explaining anything.

I guess I am just thinking now... What was she protecting/ hiding.