berries, so sorry you are feeling this way about yoruself. you give so much to so many of us and give freely. i care about you and i for one know that you do not suck!!! as a matter of fact you are a very special lady in more ways than you can see right now. i hope you trust me enough to lean on my opinion until you can see these wonderful qualities you possess for yourself. you are a warm, loving, caring individual and offer so much to this website and to those who love you for being just you. no frills, just you.