I posted a couple of things about my T appointment today on the Abuse board....

But I figured this part was best shared here.

As you know, I've been keeping a journal of exchanges between me and my husband - and the thoughts and feelings that I've been going through - and sending T a status so we can discuss things during the session.....

As he was reading my notes on my husband, he said:

"Wow, he is clever. You see the pattern....The way he works you and then tries to slip something in. Then when it doesn't work, he goes back to working you again. It's all very calculated....I'm looking at it clinically as an insane person. I can't help but be fastinated by his pathology. I want you to have an appreciation of clinically how intricate he is."

Then, he said, "I told (husband's T) today.....(now that he is not being treated by him anymore)....Your husband's the only person I've ever thought about after having sessions with you that I can imagine him knocking on the door and having a gun."

I said, "Wow"....

"I told (husband's T), and he said, wow you haven't had that fantasy in a long time."

My T replied, "Nope, not in a long time."

I asked him how my husband's T reacted. He said, "He wasn't surprised."

OMG.....