
deli!
Yes, I can relate. I have those same thoughts of myself as well.

Just now am beginning to realize that I do have a tendency to manipulate men, in order to gain their emotional support. My self-esteem has been long gone all of my life, and I suppose that's why. But...
You are
not a useless *****.
You are
not the only one.
You are
not a slut.
You do
not deserve to be treated poorly.
Ever!
Shez