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Originally Posted by multipixie9
dear diana and clan,
thank you for sharing with me. i hate that they did evil to you and then have the gall to expect you to pretend to be ok. that is sooo wrong, so cruel. they called me "titty baby" and ridiculed me when i cried over things that made me feel sad. "stop crying or i'll GIVE you something to cry about." grrrr
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We know all about name calling. The parents would call Diana "Cryana" and use that wonderful phrase you quoted above. It did not matter why Diana would cry it was not accepted.
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some of us are still very afraid of strong emotions, even good ones. afraid if i get as angry as the past warrants that maybe i will morph into a monster like them. i know with my head i WON'T, but that was one of my biggest fears was turning out to be no better, no different than them. i am different than them, though very far from wonderful.
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This too is one of our fears. Lynn and Rage hold our anger. When they are forward it is very scary. They have the ability to harm other ppl and that scares us alot. Rage has not been forward in a long time and that is good but Lynn comes forward everyonce in a while and we ussually end up in trouble of some kind.
We too had hoped things would be farther along then they are. Diana is still not comfortable with talking to any of us but is starting to warm up to the fact that I or Cynthia only wish to help her. It is taking a long time for things to move forward but we are patient.
Hope things are better for you now.
Denise of the Clan
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