Which means prolly working toward new good stuff. T and I trying to figure out how to make sessions more useful (when both are afraid of triggering the DID system into unsafe things). T was clear this was not my fault and nothing wrong with me, but that she was a bad T (Yipes!) Brought up tears from lils who translated that as "Therapy's not going well, we're no good, T gonna leave us, kick us out". But, was able to say the lil's fears (giving myself a gold star here) and hear from T that she is not trying to get rid of us *phew!*. I always talk about PC and what I've learned here. T is wanting me to come up with things that will help the system - T also asked what this place was again, so i actually said the name psychcentral.com which she repeated.... *looks around cautiously*
Anyway... I am gonna work harder at being a good client and doing my homework and looking for solutions.