dear friends,

thank you for sharing encouraging and honest words. i wish none of us had gone through such bad stuff.

i wanted to say something nice to you all for being kind and my mind just went kinda boing.... and now it's blank.

what someone really wants to say is that we are afraid we are getting addicted to one of our meds and we are very, very afraid of that. we've been addicted before and it is not good and we never want to go there again but some inside will do things to change our moods, things that are not therapeutic.

i am so tired of being scared, scared of feelings, scared of rejection, scared of addiction. GRRRRRRRR ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY PHOOEY

BAH HUMBUG LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE MY LIFE. I HATE MY LIFE. I WISH I COULD RUN AWAY. I WISH WE CUD SEE OWR T TWO TIMES A WEEK. ONCE A WEEK IS NOT ENOUGH.

I WISH I CUD RUN AWAY.

LOST, MAD PIXIES