Thanks and I did make that call today. I have an appointment on 5-19 to see someone about this. I will probably be around here a good bit. It makes me feel not so alone just reading about others. I just feel like such a bad mom. I mean I wanted and prayed for these kids for 3+ years and they are here, healthy and happy but I'm miserable. I do get out alone which is what really worried me. My husband and I have almost no help so neither of us get that time because we feel bad about leaving te other here alone with the three kids. He gets more time than me though. I just feel so overwhelmed I have done NOTHING literally all week my house is a mess and stinks yet I sit here and look around and the thought of getting up to clean makes me want to crawl under the covers. It just confuses me because a week or so ago I had the house cleaned spotless, bathed the kids every night, cooked for us every night and took them outside for 2-3hrs everyday..this week I'm lucky to feed them three times and am LIVING for naptime and bedtime, we've stayed inside because I don't even wanna go outside. I just hope the 19th gets here and SOON!!!
Angel