(((((((((((che170)))))))))))

Oh hun, i am so sorry this is happening to you. To be honest, from this post and others you have posted, i think you are in an abusive co-dependent relationship. i was in one too. And i kept making excuses for my ex, becasue she had a mental illness. i am so sorry now that i wasted 7 years of my life with someone who abused me on a daily basis.

i know how hard it is to leave someone you love. but i hope someday you will.
You deserve so much better.

Please keep posting. No matter what you decide to do, i am on your side--everyone here at PC is.

(i also think it is a good idea to call his doc right away)