There haven't been any changes and after causing me considerably more pain by pressing down on my chest, he discovered the pains are due to my panic attacks. Where I hyperventilate during panic attacks, I have damaged the muscles surrounding my lungs and ribcage, causing me to get chest pains.

Which also means that I'm not allowed to do any strenuous work, not allowed to worry, have to rest up in bed or on the sofa as much as possible and have to try and quit worrying and relax a bit more. This is gonna be tough.

So there's nothing wrong with my heart, just the muscles in my chest and ribcage. Hate not being allowed to do anything though. I feel so useless when I'm not running around like a headless chicken, helping people and worrying about people etc. Hmmmm.

Not liking this! I've been put on Ibuprofen, but teh dr knows about my history of OD'ing so was worried about giving me the Ibuprofen, but I said that Connor's looking after me this weekend at least, to make sure I'm safe and am actually resting up because he knows what I'm like and he'll be keeping an eye on me after the weekend too, phoning me up and stuff. So he seemed a little bit happier about giving them to me.

I just hope I start to feel better soon! I can't even sleep it's so bad