Wendy, I am so sorry. I hate when tests are not what you expect them to be.
I am glad that you told me how you are feeling, and you're right.....when I go to my T upset or depressed, I am usually looking for an argument because the last thing I want to hear is "it's okay - you're doing fine". Makes me twice as mad.
I told him last time that I don't care if something is a "normal response" - that it means nothing to me when I am upset and I don't want to hear it. [sigh] sometimes I am not nice.
If you need anything, venting or otherwise, let me know. You know I'm there for you anytime.
I hope things go well for you today at your T's. I get to see mine today as well.
***********hugs********************
Mary Alice