They told me to go back to the MHT to get help with the anxiety, but even my key support worker, when I told her, said that I've actually been much better since I stopped seeing them.

I've got my ED counsellor anyway, so she can help me with all this sort of stuff and hopefully I'll be able to calm down a little, just so long as people don't continue to bully me and try to push me around. I never thought I'd become ill from being so stressed. I've never seen myself as the type to get so stressed. I always knew I was different to people, and would get bullied, but I'm just shocked at how much it happens, especially since I care about so many people and help so many people.

I'm only making myself worse if I let myself get stressed, so somehow have to stop that.