My new sobriety date is Feb 27, 2009...after being sober for 8 years.

Being sober is the best thing that has ever happened to me....it gave me a life...before I was only existing. Still I had to test the waters...which doesn't make me a bad person...only still sick and need to keep that in the forefront...that we only have a daily repreive contingit on our spiritual condition. Pray for the willingness to get rid of all the pills that would led you to a relapse. You're stronger than you think you are...you had the strength to reach out here and to the NA helpline. Keep remembering where you came from and ask youself do you really want to live like that again? I know I don't so I'm making alot of meetings...talking to my sponsor and making new friends...to enlarge my support group. I wish you the best. Love and Peace, Kathy