Peaches: I'm sorry I didn't reply sooner. It's not that I don't care; I've just been preoccupied with my own T problems, as you probably know from my threads.
I'm glad it's not something physical. But I have to ask. Somewhere you said that nothing has been going on to make you more anxious lately. It seemed like you were discounting everything going on with your T and the lack of hugs. But I see you acknowleging that in a later post. I think that whole situation with your T is the tip of the iceberg, and that it's a major, significant reason for your anxiety attacks.
Hang in there! I'm wishing you strength and calm thoughts as you continue your journey.