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I wish to thank everyone who respondered. Right now things are good. Things are good because I am taking my meds. One thing that always triped me up in the past is thinking that after getting better I think I do not need the meds. I will not make this mistake again.
I think that I want so much to feel right, just be normal. I want to be ab le to go ab out my business, experience life without experiencings the pain and dispair. In my screwed up way of thinking meds sort of symbolized that I was different. I felt, I don't know not like others because I have to be on psychiatric meds.
I know now that I will always need them. I have accepted that fact and their is no shame in needing meds because they do help in making me feel b etter.
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