((((sweetcrusader)))))
((((silver)))))
(((((wi))))))
((((ok)))))
((((ozzie)))))
(((((jet))))))
(((((nightdream))))))
(((((mel)))))))
I can't tell yyou what led up to this...and really it's so sad..and i feel so helpless..besides the fact that i was already not doing well w/my own stuff...and i know i'm babbling.

I don't know what to do withmyself.

I feel bad enough...i feel badly because he and i were out of sorts and kind of going at it. he was confused and I should have realized