Thanks everyone for your support. There is a nurses line I can call with questions. I think I am going to call them and find out exactly what to expect and how out of it I will be. While they say I won't remember it, I don't know how much that helps as it is more of my reactions during it that I am worried about. I know I am going to talk to my T about it.

Orange_Blossom, the specialist seems really sensitive to emotional stuff. My PCP especially referred her to one she knew was good after I got freaked out during her physical exam. It is mostly that I don't really know the doctor at all since I've only seen her once. It has been hard to deal with since my last doctor freaked out when I disclosed my history.

Thank you all for the support. It doesn't happen until the 28th so I still have some time to wait.