I've been drawing like crazy since my appointment this week. Mostly different representations of my inner "family". They are a freaky bunch that's for sure :-)

This week I reviewed my "Touch Integration Plan" LOL with my T. It was a very difficult session. I had gone prepared to hear all of the reasons for not doing it, why it wouldn't work, bah...bah...bah... Then when I got there, my T and I reviewed and discussed it (very difficult). However what was most difficult in the end was that my T thought it was a good idea and encouraged me to look into actually trying it.

I had no idea until I left what internal chaos this endorsement would create. My inner child went completely nuts at the even the thought of actually moving forward. By the time evening came I was a mess. I ended up drawing a picture and just sending it to my T. Amazingly, she seemed to understand it and has really been there for me all this week. That inner child is fairly calm now and isn't feeling so lost and alone.