(((((((((Chaotic)))))))))))
Wow, this is awesome! Your super expressive. And... good. For serious.
I don't see anything "needy" in your picture, just normal human responses to unhealthy human circumstances. What's inappropriate is what you had to experience, not how you felt/feel about it. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise (including that inner negative voice).
I didn't like to admit to my T that I wasn't handling things very well in times past either. I'm a lot better at being open now (with him, and to some degree with others). I'm still kinda scared to draw disturbing things for my T, and I don't know why. Maybe I see art as being more expressive than words in some ways. Asides, it's kinda hard to explain when you feel like this:
But... I think I'll give it a try.
I'm not familiar with GIMP freeware, but I've heard of it. I haven't even used MS Paint in a long time. Maybe I'll stick to pad and paper.
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Originally Posted by chaotic13
This is the one I sent to my T this week. It's kind of embarrassing for me to look at now. I don't like to think of being that needy.  But my little ego state was really flipping out that night and I'm glad my T responded. This one.. kind of sucks too because I drew it with my laptop's touch pad using the GIMP freeware. I think I am going to start saving for one of those digital drawing pads. Simcha, I have a few others in my photo album I think it is viewable to people.
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