way back in time when i was twelve...right after my parents made me watch my pet horse being auctioned off to the highest bidder, they said i needed to socialize with my own peer group. So i was sent on a month long preteen trip. I was quiet and shy but my body was well developed as an adults and my mother never had a talk with me about boys. This chaperone was not trained right because most nights the girls and boys slept in our sleeping bags...male and female in the same room. I was to ashamed to say anything when boys hands started fumbling around in my sleeping bag. Word sure got around fast too...i heard whispered words behind my back...slut, *****. Some of the girls liked some of the guys who were touching me...i wish those boys would have left me alone. When i got home from the trip, everyone got a trip roster with all the kids telephone numbers on it. One night i got calls from 4 different boys...no girls. I can remember boys making out with girls on the bus...after that i never wanted 2 socialize!
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