Again thanks for all your kind words. I seem to be either a geyser of words or numb and mute. There is so much going on emotionally that I have cried every day this week and right at this minute I know it all felt so tragic and intense and now I can't even remember what I wrote or why.

Being so changeable is a drag. My husband worships consistency and married someone with DID - there's the definition of Irony!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DID is weird in how I always feel like I am everyone who comes up and yet as soon as it switches I can't even remember what the big deal was.

I would like to write a long string of cuss words right now from sheer frustration, but I will spare you. Sometimes words seem as powerful as bombs and othertimes it is like trying to paint with water. Meaningless and weak.

emo pixie in a very bad mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!