(((((((( Polperro )))))))))

I hope you know that I care. You can send me a PM anytime.

I know you are going through a difficult time, I understand. Please don't lose hope, hang on for the meds to kick in. I know this will sound trite but try to do at least one good thing for yourself each day. Whether that is having a shower or going for a walk or listening to music. You have to start the ball rolling in the right direction yourself. Have you heard of the wheel barrow analogy? There is a wheel barrow full of shitt and it's not going to move until you get up and start pushing it! And it's real hard to get that wheel barrow moving but once you start it does gets easier.

Thinking of you.