<<<DID is weird in how I always feel like I am everyone who comes up and yet as soon as it switches I can't even remember what the big deal was.>>>


I so know what you mean! I often find that aspect of DID one of the most frustrating. What is real in the moment is SO VERY REAL!! But that can all disappear in an instant.

One of my greatest goals in therapy is to own all of my self all of the time. (Don't consfuse that with integration, by the way!) I just want to have an ownership of all parts of myself, and a consistency in my self-knowledge, acceptance and awareness that I don't possess yet.

Plod onwards, dear Pixies.
You haven't arrived at your destination yet.

PS. Maybe you should give the string of cuss words a try? (I can block little Luce eyes :P)