I just recently found out that I have OCD and possible Bipolar disorder. I had to go into the hospital because of my mental state and stayed there for six days. Now, I just want some time to collect my thoughts and be alone for a while. Thats understandable, right? I wish my boyfriend would understand a little better. I just want a few days to myself to calm down and relax, is that so bad? What do you guys think? I just want some alone time, expecially after getting information on my mental state. I haven't been talking to my boyfriend as much as I used to because of this, but I want more time alone. I just wish he would understand...Is it so bad of me to not talk to my boyfriend for a while. It makes me feel so bad because almost everytime I ask for alone time, he acts sad. What should I do?
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Dash out, dash out
From your far too sad destiny
You’re not the flower of hell
At such a place
Don’t bloom, don’t bloom
You mustn’t get caught
The pieces of time flutter about ...
-When The Higurashi Cry
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