pride4life, welcome
it's good you found us, I'm sorry for the reason though

jme, and in no way do I imply this is true of you, ok?
I thought I had dealt with mine also, but the lack of sleep proved me wrong. Fear kept me from sleeping because I knew there would be only nightmares and no relief.

do you have any kind of support system? if so, please use it.
if not, at least keep posting here at PC, but try and get one irl
We Care
We Understand
You Do Not Have To Go It Alone

Catherine