Thanks for checking in, Deli...

I did not have access to my computer until just now....I waited anxiously for a call from my T....and he finally called, but somehow it went to my voicemail. Grrr.

He sounded upbeat and said that he was glad that I was able to express myself, but that it's always better to talk about these things in person, so he'll see me at my session this afternoon. He said that he had to run to work so he won't have time to talk to me before then.

GRRRR. My whole point is that I wanted to clear the air BEFORE my session.

I guess it will end up having to be an opportunity for us to work through this with our relationship...and who knows if the stuff I really wanted to talk about will even happen. At this point, I have very little hope for that unless we can get to a resolution and me to a comfortable spot rather quickly.